Life is not going well for me in my personal life. I am very unhappy. I am trying to just be happy. Trying to focus on other things and be non-emotional. Perhaps this just isn’t working for me.
I feel so lost. So alone. So barren and desperate. I long for connection but I feel so alienated from the outside world.
I’m stuck. I tell myself this is all okay and I’m human. And I’m not just going to worship my problems away like some Christians say to do.
I feel my feelings! I accept them and myself. God STILL loves me even though I am very depressed! I am not a failure because I’m depressed! I am human!!!