I am thinking how I have a hard time defining anything. I mean what is my blog about? This blog is about everything or what I am thinking about in the moment. My youtube channel is along the same lines. Appearantly, this doesn’t work well for the vast majority of the population.
What I mean is that I am suppose to have a topic and stick to that instead of running around like a crazy-woman. But what I am thinking today is that could it be due to my fear of commitment?
I sense fear in myself that is afraid to say I will be here at this time and I will do that thing you wanted me to do at that time in that way. So it is also a lack of boundaries and structure! Good for me I am being my own psycho-therapist!
We know a lot more than we think we know! Hey! What I am doing here is called self-observation. I am paying attention to myself and my behaviors and analyzing them to see why I do what I do. It has been helpful because see what I realized today! Wow! Maybe it will help me with my blogs and youtube channel?
What is it so hard for me to pick a topic and focus on that? Maybe it is also because I have many interests? So what I have learned is that I need focus, commitment, and structure! These are really important or else you will end up like me…all over the place. That is not a good place to be if you want to success in life or in your dreams!