I have been very much creatively blocked recently. I’m trying to remember when this all began. As a creative, I tend to feel things too deeply and take things too personally. But I think my creative block has to do with my emotions and or a lot of negative emotions within me.
I don’t think I have a problem writing because I am very good at rambling in my blog posts. But as to whether it is good or bad, I guess that is subject to opinion.
Somehow I must integrate the negative aspects of the past into my present so I can move past it. It is difficult. The emotions keep me blocked. I would try to express them in some way but honestly artistically I am not producing anything of value. (I guess I say to myself. Perhaps others think it’s valuable. IDK.)
I did create a meme yesterday birthed out of cynicism I suppose. But maybe cynicism is not a good producer of beauty. Here it is:
Okay, so yea…that is all I have produced creatively lately. Sometimes I think of throwing in the towel on this blog, but I keep it open because of the page rank for the Champ 1 gene mutation post about my daughter with a rare genetic condition.
But what I realize is that I am not good at keeping my blog to the point for which I originally created it…and that was being creative! And again, I reaffirm my commitment to not do anything for monetary recompense. That never works out. Money seems to ruin a lot of things, in my opinion.
I apologize to my audience, if I have one, for being so morose.
Does anyone have any requests? Comments? Etc?